Changes

I've been going through 
So many changes
Through these years 
And tears
Lost family members
Quite recently...
Lost my temper
Many long years ago...
Now as I look back
Along this winding track
Though I was ashamed
Of my weight
Of my state
I realise
I've been changing
Rearranging
Everything 
Inside and out
Gaining fitness
Losing my distress...
As I've found
Some grace...
No longer ashamed
No longer lost; I vow
I have found
Just a semblance
Of this peace inside
Yes; Finally
Maybe happiness
Will reside!

1st November 2019