Alone in a crowd

Why is it that I feel?

So alone: even in a crowd

Why is it that I feel?

Like I missed the boat?

Why is it that I feel?

So different: so alien?

Why is it that I feel?

Deserted: left out?

Is it sin that sets me apart?

Is it my nervous disposition?

Dear Lord, help me with these thoughts

These failings: these inadequacies

Sometimes I feel so “ill at ease”

How does a person change?

Get over these silly thoughts?

Without some sort of outside aid?

Help me not to be afraid!

Help me conquer foolish fears!

Enlighten my mind and soul!

Let your love be my goal!

Lord, please continue: living here!

Right inside of my very being!

Ever lead and guide me!

Yes: live right here inside of me!