Afraid to love again

Why am I afraid to love again?

Is it guilt that makes me feel?

Like I don't deserve a love that's real

Have I forgotten how to live?

Have I forgotten how to act?

Human, normal, like a woman

Do I feel like I should be alone forever?

In some God forsaken limbo?

Must I give to others who seek to judge?

Is it too soon to move along?

Ah Lord I am so lost it's true...

Yet I know this love is sent from you...

How else could I explain this?

Feeling of peace that descends

This joy that he brings...

Please let it never end...

Please Lord...let it be as you intend...