It was arranged...
She would go to the king
To be his toy
His plaything...
Until he grew tired
Until he, maybe, expired
Her father...
Her family...
Would benefit...
While she
A young girl...
Would suffer for it...
How could she bear it?
Though she had to go...
To the king
There was to be...
NO wedding ring
There was no choice
Only that inner, quiet,
still voice
In denial
In anger
In helplessness
An honour
Hardly
But still she must go...
How long till
His lust...
Burnt out
Then turned to ashes...
What choice does?
Any young girl, have?
Whether free or slave?
She is ruled by men
She may try to be brave
Does she fight?
What then?
Brutality...
Beatings...
Mistreatment...
Pain...
Even her father
Could not save her
For the king must have her
Must give in to his
lust...
Any gifts she was given
Would be stripped from her
Delivered...
To her family
Thoughts of revenge...
Bought and paid for...
With rich clothes,
jewellery
Pretending to enjoy it
She used it...
Would employ it...
To gain
Whatever she could
Be it awful...
Be it good...
There was no choice
She must still that voice
Her mind
A crouched lioness
Ready to dissect
Ready to assess
Watching, waiting
For some weakness to show
Then she could plan
Then she would know
A house of her own
Independence: an illusion
At best...
Yet, still she must survive
Still must sell...
Her very soul...
To achieve her goal
Eventual revenge
Spying upon
Emissaries
Yet: a fierce heart
Beat within her...
Along with her
It stored up
Resentment
A gathering fury
An aching hunger
To break free
Here she lived
In her prison
Others had made
For her
This prison
She filled with...
Earthly treasures
Yet she had hopes
She had dreams
Everything depended
Upon the God of Israel
He was a true God
He would crush Jericho
He would put an end
To everything she had
Everything she knew...
Everything she could
have...
Were they blind?
Could they not see the
danger?
Living behind those
Man-made walls
A protection of sorts
Imperfect...
Impenetrable
Hardly
Just as my father
Could not protect me
When I was a young girl
These walls
Cannot protect me
As a woman grown
I will lose all I own
Filled with fear of death
Destruction to come
She desperately
Wanted to be
Swept up within
The safety of
Her father's arms...
The Egyptian told her
Tales of Moses and his God
Most powerful
Of the plagues
Of Joshua
She went to the king
Tried to warn him
But in his pride
He would not believe
Any God could be
As strong as that
Of these Israelites
Who would believe?
No, not he
Walls, weapons, warriors
In these he would trust
His pride sat upon
His throne...
He would not listen
Would not atone...
She could feel
God's presence
Wanted to serve Him...
She was Rahab
Woman of Jericho
Her story we all know...
No comments:
Post a Comment