I am nothing without you

Do I laugh too loud?
At silly things
Do I cry too much?
For no good reason
Do I seem okay?
As I go about
Do I stare into space?
When I sit around
Do I act the fool?
As I play with the kids
Tell me if I'm crazy...
Am I too lazy?
Can't seem to move
Am I restless too?
When I'm talking to you
Do I sigh a lot?
As I live this life
Do I toss and turn?
When it's time to sleep
How do I move on?
How do I get going?
How to face some days?
How to find the grace?
To trust in The Lord?
That's what I should do...
But...the how to's
The what ifs
Get in the way
Emotions are at play
And Lord I struggle too
Just to make it through
Until it's time again
To come close to you...
But it occurs to me
Yes to silly me...
That I should pray all day
I should call upon you
Do as you say...
Listen to your words
As they flutter around
This head...this heart...this mind
I call upon your strength
For I have none
I call upon your grace
For I have none
I call upon your power
For I have none
I call upon you for everything
For I am nothing...without you!