Why solitude

Why am I?
Feeling like this?
Why do I?
Have to feel sad?
Why is it?
That life can be a mess?
Why can't it be?
Simple? Easy?
Let me guess...
Life wasn't meant to be easy!
Life was meant to count
But it's hardly fair?
Why do I feel the need?
The need to sit apart
And stare out to sea?
What is it that draws me?

The silence...it never speaks...
The peace...it simply is...
The infinity...god's gift...
The solitude...no others intrude...