Trying to have fun
So much pain within me
I must thank God; for he
Has given me a blessed day
Of rest; to ease my way
Thank you for the sunshine bright
Thank you for making all right
Without your love I could not smile
Without your blessings I could not shine
I have felt so very sad; lost
I have felt; tempest tossed
These hurts inside my heart; soul
Made me feel so desperately cold
Deserted; abandoned; without hope
Some days; wondered; how will I cope?
Lost my mum just 6 months ago...
The pain within me continues to grow
Just as surely as does the morning sun arise
Here inside; I've get despised
Lost my home; my grandchildren; gone
Overseas; none left to sit upon my knees
I long for their cuddles; laughter too
I miss their sweetness; I'm telling you
Can't believe this inner turmoil
Can't believe this inner turmoil
Can't understand why life's like this...
But along with all this pain and loss
Is the strength within me that I find?
The love sent for me; warm; kind
A new beginning; positive; true
Like a Phoenix I will arise
From these ashes; from this pain
There is so very much wisdom too
I must learn to trust again...
Accept that what's past is past
Look forward to a life renewed...
For all of this
My dear Lord; I thank you!
1 July 2017
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