Missing mum 28 April 2017

Lately I've been upset
Feeling so lost; alone

Oh mum, I miss you
Wish you were back home
Some days; grief overtakes me
The pain of loss; complete
Wish I could turn back time
Sit next to you upon a sunny seat
Morbid thoughts are chasing me
As sadness rears its ugly head
It's my auntie's birthday today (28th April)
And 4 months since I sat beside your bed
Seems so long ago; and yet
It still feels so raw...
Can't believe I feel so sad
Oh mum, wish you'd walk in through my door...