Somewhere to lay your flowers

I need a special place to go
Somewhere I can truly show
Just how much to mean to me
Ah mum I miss you so...
Your ashes wait upon the mantle piece
An ugly plastic vessel; therein you lie
Until some future day; God only knows 
When our family will inter your ashes...
Until then I must hold all within my heart
These tears continually threaten to fall
Whenever I think of you at all...
Soon I will take some carnations
Hold them close to my heart
And lay them; there upon your grave
Kneel before you and pray...
That one day; soon; we may meet again
God willing; up there in blessed heaven...