I'm out of balance

I'm out of balance
My relationship is out of balance
I'm not happy
I'm stressed; worried
I'm sick of being the one who has to do everything 
I guess I'm sick of being the carer sometimes
In my anger at Tim's selfishness
And my worry over mum's illness
The fragility of life
The balance is not there
I'm just not balanced...
I'm sick of him 
Just not taking any  
Personal responsibility
For his behaviour
It's not fair!
No! It's not fair!

Recorded on 4th November 2013
On my Sony recorder