Your love is vital Lord!

Over the last few years; the pain has got me down!

I’ve struggled to cope and get along; but let you down!

I know I’ve whinged a lot and made a fuss!

And now I realize; I need to make amends!

For being a pain; grumpy to everyone!

I’m sorry to have been such a grouch!

I even think I beat Oscar the Grouch to the bin!

That’s the fog of life I’ve been living in!

So “I’m sorry” to everybody that I know!

I hope you’ll understand and let me go!

I cried so much because I felt so useless!

Truth be told; I know now it was a plan!

To help me understand my lucky life

To help me comprehend how life can change!

To help me see that there is so much more!

To be appreciated; accepted; taken on!

By letting Jesus into this heart of mine!

And surrendering my whole life Lord; to Thine!

Oh dearest Lord; I’ve seen the light!

That radiates and shines ever so bright!

You’ve taken me in and loved me all along!

You don’t care if I can walk or run!

You don’t care if I can sing or hum!

You see in me; what I want to become!

You’ve been there with me all along!

As I struggled; cried; crawled along!

Now I finally see; what you’ve planned for me all along!

I am finally free from wanting things I don’t really need!

I am content to be at your feet where I belong!

As long as you need me; Lord; I am here to stay!

Lord; I ask you to lead me every day!

Lord; I ask that you guide me as I pray!

Lord; without you; I would surely go astray!

So this is why I thank you every day!

For loving this poor sinner that I am!

I don’t deserve your love; Lord!

Or any other good thing that you have!

But I cannot now see any other way!