Despair

I can't take it any more
The carpets gone
No lino on the floor
It's getting harder every day
Winter is upon us
The sun's rays are duller
The warmth is fading
I'm cold and feeling defeated
Not by life for my dear Lord rules
But by the Insurance companies
And their endless spiel
I've come to the end of my patience
It has ever been my stumbling block
This illness has me weeping
I'm sick of weakness
And no sleeping
Lord I've offered up my pain to you
I've said my piece
I know you hear me Lord
I thank you for your patience
I thank you for your love
And now dear Lord I ask of you
Please help me cope with this...