Monday 10 September 2012

Crying (June 28 2012)

I read the words in "Letter to my Lord"
It made me cry!
My tears they poured from my eyes
I was overcome with sadness and remorse; again!
For all those times that I cared not
Whether I was loved by my Lord or not
When I was so desperate to find someone
To love me; to accept me; to want me!
But was at a loss!
Allowed myself to be used and abused
In the name of love; dreams that were nightmares
In reality; I was searching; I knew not what I wanted
Let alone what I needed!
But even then; my Lord knew; He was there
Carrying me when I could not move
When sadness overtook all sense
He was there; beside me; to guide me!
He kept me safe! He alone could see
Even then; He alone saw a worth in me
That I have never seen in myself!
Oh Lord; my God; my precious one
How I love Thee!
You; are the light that shines in darkest night!
You; are the breath that fills my soul!
You Lord; are everything to me!
You; my dearest Lord; see inside of me!
You; see inside this very soul!
You know all that has been; is; and will be!
You; my dearest Lord; you know all!
Yet you love me still!

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