Heavy hearted

My heart is heavy
My soul is torn
We argued last night
I woke up this morn
I prayed for his soul
I prayed for his health
But you know I cannot
Save him at all
He must want my help
He must make that call
But all I know is
He is angry & full of scorn
Lord how do I aide him?
Lord what more can I do?
He is so stubborn
He just doesn't understand
That he has to grow up 
And act the man
I guess I understand
After all we've had our times
It's just that sometimes
I feel he's so underhand
He forgets his promises
He forgets everything
Except for what he wants
That he knows for sure
This battle is raging
The world is at war
Only my dearest Lord
Truly knows the score!