Angel's touch

I feel your angel's touch upon my head
I feel your love inside my heart
I sense your presence around me
I know your love abounds in me
Still I struggle to understand sometimes
Why would you love me so?
Dear Lord in heaven I am your child
You have accepted me...
So why do I still depart from thee
Why do I go further from your loving heart?
Why do I feel this need to find?
Another heart...
That bleeds...
Just like mine...